Worthy of Myself

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The drastic difference in my mental health between days is shocking.

I had the energy, motivation, and drive yesterday.

Today I can’t get myself to leave my room.


Why do I struggle with wanting to what’s best for me.

Do I not deserve it.

Maybe I think I can’t do it.


Why do I feel like I have no real friends.

I feel like no one has time for me anymore.

There is no one in my life who cares about me.


That is what my mind is telling me.

Yesterday I said who cares work on myself.

Today I can’t even bring myself to do that.


No one tells you lonely life can be.

Sitting in my room writing this hold back tears.

The weight of not just my friends not caring about me, but I don’t even care about myself.


It is so hard to care for myself when I don’t even feel worth it.

I am not worth for anyone else in my life,

Why am I worth it for myself?

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