Lonely
This feeling I get every few months the feeling of being alone. I feel like people tolerate me I am that friend that never gets invited out. I am the friend who makes you laugh and listens to your problems I am the one who will always be there for you I care too much for people who care so little about me. Why do I try so hard to make everyone around me happy? I am a people pleaser. I always have been. That is probably why I am a gift giver. Gifts make people happy. I show up to work with snacks and treats and everyone loves me for a little bit. When I get a crush I buy them their favorite things to show how I listen. It's tough being a people pleaser and the forgotten friend. You always have this hope that someone will love you and treat you how you treat them. I have this emptiness inside me that gets awaken randomly. It's hard for me when I go into this dark space in my mind. I am supposed to be the bubbly, happy girl all of the time When I sit in my room alone at night. Wa...