Attention
Do you ever crave attention? It's weird how much I want it. Having someone desire you wanting you more than anything else in the world. You would be surprised what you are willing to do for that attention. Sometimes you make dumb choices just to keep the attention going. The people who prey on you when you're depressed and vulnerable when you need it the most. They can make you do anything they want. It's like they wait for you to hit your low and then pounce on you. They validate you and make you feel seen. Then they manipulate you and they puppeteer you into doing what they want. It's the attention you crave and they give it you tenfold. When they are done using you and they spit you out and act like you don't even exist. That makes it hurt even worse. You realize the mistakes you made and how naive you've been. You can't undo the things you did. Until the next person comes along and sees that you're down. They will pounce and prey on you again and ag...