Unwanted
Always being unwanted is so hard to overcome. No matter how much inner work you do for yourself. You always seem to never be good enough. When you give that guy a chance. You know the one. The friend who liked you for years, always flirted and chased after you. You go on that date and decide it’s worth trying out. To then have them talk to you less and start to show less and less interest in you. What is wrong with me? I’m the common denominator. My friends hate when I say it but it’s true, isn’t it? I have to be the problem, it’s not every guy I meet? I wish I could be the girl that guys want to be in a relationship with. But I’m not. Im the friend they want to hook up with. I’m not good enough to be their girlfriend. I am a lustful fantasy. The dream they have at night. They will invite me into their bed, but I will never get to stay the whole night