The pit

I wish I knew why I hurt so much. 

It feels like everything is pouring out of me. 

I struggle to get out of bed in the morning. 

I’ve lost my hope and motivation.

I feel myself sinking into this pit and I’m trying to claw myself out. 

I start to climb out and I always slip and go back down. 

It gets harder to breathe down here.

It’s getting darker the more I slide down.

Can anyone hear me screaming for help?

I feel like my screams are silent. 

I just keep searching for a hand to grab to help me out of this pit. 

But I know I won’t find one. 

There’s no one out there looking for me.

Im sliding deeper and deeper down.

Maybe one day I will be strong enough to climb out.