Why didn't you try?

Why didn’t you try?

I did.

I tried to change and do everything you said for me to do for us to try.

I asked for one thing. 

The second I ask you, you call it all off.

Am I not worth trying for?

I wasn’t even asking you to change who you are as a person.

I just wanted you to want to talk to me.

You shouldn’t want to text or call me during the day.

I don’t mean text me all day long.

But going a whole day no contact?

Especially for the girl you apparently have a crush on?

You can’t wake up and text good morning or text me good night?

I want someone who would go crazy not hearing from me at all. 

24 hours no contact with not explanation to why we are not talking.

That’s not love.

I know I self sabotage but I feel like it wasn’t asking for much?

Was it too much?

To ask the man you want to date to want to talk to you during the day?

Is this how men are now?

I’m not worth even trying it out for a week?

Calling it quits when I call out one simple thing you can fix?

I just want you to want to communicate with me.

I want to feel wanted and I shouldn’t have to beg for that attention. 

I don’t want money or expensive things.

I just want to feel like you chose me and you wanted to be with me.

And I couldn’t even get you to try and do that. 

You made me feel wanted after two dates and then gave up on me. 

Why does every guy give up on me.

Am I cursed?

Is there something wrong with me that I am unaware of?

I know I’m not perfect but how can this always happen to me?

I’m just a girl not worth fighting for. 

And it’s not even a fight.

I just want you to want to talk to me. 

Is that too much to ask for?