I am sorry for being me

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 I’m sorry for being me. 

I know I am a lot to handle. 

I’ve never fully healed. 

I get anxious when you don’t respond.

I overthink but I also over love.


I feel deeply. 

I am a mess. 

I oils do anything for those I care about.

I need the attention.

I need the reassurance. 


I would give you my whole heart. 

I trust too much.

I would change for you.

I can accept my flaws.

I know I’m far from perfect. 


I give out too many chances.

I would work on myself more for you.

I would go the extra mile.

I would do anything to make you happy.


I feel too much. 

I cry too much. 

I think of every outcome.

I have avoidant tendencies.


I will self sabotage.

I hurt myself before you can hurt me. 

I insult myself before you can. 

I mess up everything.


Because I know I can’t be happy. 

Because when I am happy, I know something will go wrong.

Because I know when I truly myself

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