You’re not ready

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 I never knew a girl could be so amazing and perfect,

But undatable at the same time.

Because that’s all I ever get rejected with.

You tick all the boxes in what I’m looking for,

But I think I’m going to date this other girl.


I didn’t realize being a girl who loves unconditionally and supportive is the wrong way to get a man. 

I’m a delicate flower that they don’t want to break?

If that sounds dumb to you, imagine being told this by a man who told you he loved you the night before. 


It’s difficult being a girl that men are interested in but terrified to go for. 

I used to think to myself what I’m doing wrong?

Now I realized it’s the men I apparently go for.

Emotionally unavailable? No you just want to keep your options open. 

I’m not an Instagram baddie but I’m the girl you can come home to. 

You’re not ready for that life yet. 

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