My worth

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 I question my worth everyday.

Which I know people will say be comfortable with yourself. 

But I feel this way because I am. 

I know I’m a good person and I am happy with the person I have become.


I still am constantly working on myself.

Because no one is perfect and I know I am far from it. 

But when I see my friends that are in relationships and married.

I look around and think about how to every guy I have had a connection with,

I’ve never been good enough for them.

Any of them. 


There is always a flaw with them.

Which is what they tell me.

Emotionally unavailable, another girl came along, “I think we are better as friends”.

But it’s not them at all, it is me. 

I will never be good enough for you. 

No matter how hard I try.


I’ve given up trying to be the best girl for a guy.

I have spent years focusing on myself. 

That’s when the right one is supposed to come along, right?

well it still hasn’t happened. 

I have so much love to give. 

And I have no one to give it to.


I want the attention from a significant other.

I want to be wanted. 

I want to be loved and not lusted over.

I deserve that. 

I know my worth, but then you happen and I question myself all over again. 

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