Wanted but no reward

 You can’t see that I’m the girl for you,

Too busy looking for a pretty face. 

You say you don’t have a type 

Except you actually do. 

You don’t look for a soul 

You only look at the vessel. 

Deep conversations and understanding who you truly are mean nothing to you.

You will give your body to a girl freely 

but you’ve given bits and pieces of your soul and mind to me.

You won’t open your mind to the possibilities that everyone else can see. 

Everyone sees the potential we have and how close we’ve grown.

But whenever our vines intertwine you break away and let me shrivel up. 

Until your guilt creeps in, when you need me to rescue you out of a situation. 

You rely on my kindness and drain up every ounce of happiness I hold for us. 

I have a glimmer of hope that you could change your mind. 

We take three steps forward then you take 5 steps back. 

You want me to be of service for you,

A girlfriend on a friendship budget. 

Wanted but no rewards.