Bad to like me

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 I want to know why it’s so bad to like me?

My situationships seems like it’s the worst thing to happen to them.

It’s embarrassing to be with me?


They don’t want to like me even though they do. 

It’s terrible to have feeling for me and even worse to date me.

What is wrong with me?


Is it the way I look?

I know I’m not the prettiest and skinniest girl out there,

But am I really that bad to be seen with?


Is my personality that terrible?

Am I that much of a nerd about my fandoms that you don’t want to be seen with me?

Why am I such a secret to be with? 


Why do you not allow yourself to enjoy the moments we have now?

Ruining them with your fear of falling for me?

Even with you trying to hide it people can see the obvious. 


You’re interested in me and everyone knows it.

But for you it’s the worst thing to ever happen to you. 

What is so bad about liking me? 

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