In the end

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 Maybe I’m not suppose to end up with anyone.

People say I’m being dramatic.

But I feel like it might be true. 

I think I have a soul mate.

But they’re my best friend. 

Maybe I don’t have the love of my life out there,

I’m realizing it more and more 

So many guys are emotionally unavailable 

Or they aren’t “good enough” for me, 

So they say.

But maybe it’s me?

Maybe I’m not good enough for them because I’m not suppose to be with anyone in the end. 

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