Haunted

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 It’s weird to date someone for so many years 

And all you think about is all of the tears 

The way we’ve been broken up and you still have me in this chokehold 

The way I get triggered when I’m with other guys and I just fold 

You’re always in my head putting me in self doubt 

The way you belittled me and always looked down 

Memories with you are basically blocked out of my mind 

I hate how you tortured me and I was always so kind 

You messed up my mind and made me think I am the issue 

This is why I self destruct in every relationship that I’ve been through 

I hate how much you haunt me

Even when you’re not around 

The thought of you showing up scares me 

And that makes me feel down 

I feel like people will never understand me 

Because they will never get why 

It wasn’t my heart that you broke 

What you broke was my mind. 

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